Holidays

It's December 11th and I am 95% ready for Christmas. Which, quite honestly frightens me. Usually I don't even have my tree up until next weekend and presents - I am a Christmas Eve shopper FOR SURE. So the fact that my home is decorated, almost ALL of my presents are bought has me shakin' in my boots. What am I supposed to do with all of this free time I have. All of this non stress that is consuming me. I am actually stressed out about NOT BEING stressed out - whats up with that?
To be quite honest its a little ridiculous. I am a procrastinator. I thrive on putting stuff off. I am GOOD at putting stuff off. I excel at putting stuff off. So how is it that we're not even half way to Christmas and I am done? Because my dear dear hubby is trying to NOT be a procrastinator. He's trying to make us "prepared and organized". I don't know how to be prepared and organized. I know how to run around like a chicken with my head cut off and stress out. Its not the holidays if I am not up until 3am at least 4x's in the month of December. And I don't have at least 1 major crying fit breakdown? I don't know how to act.
I may need to have a breakdown about not having a breakdown. I'll report back if this happens.